what's going on???

I have been controlling my carbs and going to the gym, I just haven't been good about updating everyday. I'm doing the important things, just not recording them. I'll get better to logging soon.

12-4-12

Didn't get up this morning to take my thyroid med. I took my old sleeping pill with one of the new ones again I love that I can sleep on that combo, but I don't want to get up in the morning. Tonight I'm going to try half of the old one with the new one to see if I can sleep with that combo. I haven't checked with my doctor on this yet, I thought I'd try to see what works then email her 
Had a slim fast drink on the way to the gym, and a laffy taffy when I got home, and I think I'll have an apple now too.

12-3-12

I forgot to take my thyroid med this morning, so I had to wait a long time to eat breakfast. This is going to be a drag till I get used to it.
Got a bagel on the way to the gym, after dropping Sarah off at school because Pat woke up late, and was in the shower when she needed to be :(
The new sleeping pill did not last night I couldn't turn my brain off to sleep :(
4 cake pops, not a good choice, but once I tried them and it was so good, I couldn't stop.
pork chops, red potatoes and cauliflower and ice cream cone for dinner 

12-1-12 and 12-2-12

Had to get up way to early on a Saturday morning. Sarah had to be at school at 8:30 for community service. Stopped at the store and bought some of the things for my Christmas baking and candy making. Then I came home an ate 2 donuts with milk. They weren't so good :( So sad to use all those carbs on something that wasn't amazing.
 Popcorn at the electric light parade, not so good, but I was starving, and it scratched my hole where my tooth was and man oh man it's still hurts :( Must remember not to eat popcorn on the right side yet.
2 more donuts when we got home but I didn't have milk this time, they still weren't very good:(

Sunday- apple cinnamon chex's with milk- not much cause I hated it!
1/4 pounder couldn't eat it all, and 1/2 on order of fries.
Woman's Christmas Tea at church- at way too much, the funny thing for me is out of all the desserts and there was tons, I picked ones I thought I would love, but I hated them all :( That is so not like me, there's not many desserts I don't like!

11-30-12

cereal 2 bowls with milk I was starving! I took my thyroid med at 6, and ate at 7:15, I couldn't sleep at all last night. Tried to go to sleep after I ate, read for a little bit. I think I fell asleep for a little bit, got up at 12:30 and went to the gym. Ate a pastry bar on the way.
I did it, I went to the gym 5 days this week!
Apple
french fries
turkey sandwich on 9 grain bread w/ mayo and cranberry sauce
double scoop frozen custard at Freddies

11-29-12

slim fast shake 44 c
GYM
seems like I ate something, but I can't remember what?
dinner was baked fish and rice, so yummy, I wished there was more.
had an ice cream cone after dinner
was starving after the dance show and ate a bowl of cereal.

11-27-12 and 11-29-12

slim fast shake 44 c
pastry bar 20 c
ground beef, potatoes, with cream of mushroom soup
ice cream cone
trail mix

Made it to the gym 2 days in a row!

3 days in a row to the gym!
Slim fast shake
cheesy bread sticks
trail mix

11-26-12

On the plan again! My mouth is still healing but it's better than it was 2 weeks ago!
Started taking my new sleep aid, not sure I like it yet. Pat was in the bedroom goofing around (not with me!) until after midnight. I got up and made sure the girls were up for school and took Thyroid med and went back to sleep should have woke up hours before I did, since I started dreaming like it was a movie and couldn't get myself to get up, cause I needed to finish the movie! At last my bladder couldn't take it any more and I got up.
Had a slim fast drink in the way to the gym! 44 c
turkey sandwich on 9 grain bread, with mayo and cranberry sauce
black olives
celery filled with cream cheese
ice cream cone
trail mix

11-24-12 and 11-25-12

Didn't sleep last night, got out of bed at 12:30 which means I couldn't eat until 1:30. Had poptarts and milk
6 PM 2 sugar cookies and 1/2 of the deli trio sandwich left over from last night. I reheated it for 30 seconds in micro and oh my goodness it was soo much better today!
A lot of carbs thus far today. But I'm gonna enjoy today and tomorrow since Monday I get serious again! I might even make myself go to the gym!

Sunday- pastry bar
Popeye's just one piece chicken with Ranch dressing and a few fries, I wasn't feeling that hungry :9 those fries are my favorite and it mad me mad that it's my last free day and I couldn't eat many :( Rachel had no trouble!
ice cream
poptarts and milk
trail mix

11-23-12

Ate my first meal late so ate I more poptarts! This is becoming a habit. I should not have bought them@ I blame they were on sale and I had coupons!
Popcorn and Peanut M and M's at the movies. I can't just eat popcorn at the theater is makes me sick. Bummer part was I still felt sick :( But I didn't throw up!
1/2 sandwich and curly fries, thanks my son!

11-22-12 Thanksgiving

Got up at 9 to watch parade and even though I was totally hungry I made myself take the Thyroid med and wait over any hour to eat :( Not so much liking being awake and waiting especially when the girls are eating in front of me!
Poptarts and milk
Just guessing I'll be eating!
Turkey, mashed potatoes, corn, stuffing, olives, celery with cream cheese, cranberry sauce and sherbert, roll, pumpkin chocolate chip muffin, sugar cookies, pound cake, etc. etc! Yes, it's Thanksgiving!
Yep I ate all that, and had more sherbet later it was sooo good!

11-21-12

poptarts and milk
ham and swiss cheese pie, apples and caramel dip
ice cream
pretzels and sour cream
I really should have eaten more today. But I didn't feel that hungry and I was busy, laundry and getting ready for tomorrow.

11-20-12

Sarah missed the bus, I hate it when the kids do that.
Luckily I did get up at 6 and took Tyriod medicine so I was able to eat at 8 when I got home from dropping her off at school.
 8AM Poptarts and milk too many carbs
 1 PM pastry bar 20 c
4:30 PM sweet and sour meatballs, rice and pineappleand spple with caramel dip
I know I ate some pretzels with sour cream, I think I ate something else but know I can't remember what?
I remember now, I had ice cream with caramel sauce, so yummy not sure how I forgot!

11-19-12

Started taking thyroid medicine this morning. It's kinda a bummer that you have to take it on a empty stomach, and then can't eat or take other meds for 1 to 2 hours Lets see how this works :(
I made myself stay in bed all morning. I wold really like to catch up on sleep that I haven't had in the last 2 weeks. I've heard that you can't really catch up on sleep, but I don't care/ I didn't have anything to do, well I do, but I'm not doing them today.
Since I didn't eat until after 12:40 PM- I had poptarts and milk a lot of carbs but I figured I would have eaten that many over the course of the morning if I had been up.

11-17-12 and 11-18-12

My check is swollen and bruised :( Started out with something soft.
ice cream with nutella
LJS fish and hush puppies
pretzels and sour cream- it wasn't bad eating something hard, I've had too much practice keeping it on the left side of my mouth! My jaw did start to hurt though after I only ate a few.

Sunday- Rachel spent the night at a friends, so we didn't get up for church.
Pastry bar 20 c
trail mix- 50 c
bacon cheeseburger and fries- a lot of carbs but I did give Baby most of the bun of the hamburger, I'm just not a fan of Waterbuger buns.

11-16-12

Joey bought me donuts! So even though I wasn't suppose to eat before I finally had my tooth out this morning. I still ate 2! I knew I would be fine, and since I won't be able to eat for the rest of the day. I ate them.
Eating ice and enjoying a diet cherry limeade from Sonic, I have a lime one for later.
Felt like eating a soft buttermilk donut, which was a mistake because then I threw it up :(
Couldn't sleep and tried some ice cream with chocolate sauce. I got really hot after eating it and I thought I was going to throw up but I made it.

11-15-12

blood sugar 112, I was worried yesterday when it was 135, but even though 112 is on the high side, it's not too high.
Pastry bar 20 c
Jumba Juice probably a lot of carbs, but I had a coupon BOGOF and Sarah needed! One after the orthodontist today. I normally don't really like their stuff, today's wasn't too bad it was pomegranate, with blueberries and strawberries they said, but I didn't taste any strawberries.
I'm getting my tooth out tomorrow, I am so ready for it to be out!.
Apple and cream cheese toffee dip
pork chop, sweet potato chips, pear and more yummy dip
starving watching a movie with Pat, pretzels and sour cream. I'm amazed I was able to eat so much today and hard things, too!

11-14-12

blood sugar 135
pastry bar 20 c
1/2 ultimate cheeseburger from JIB 60
cup of cheddar pasta 30 c
trail mix 60 c

11-13-12

Donuts and diet coke 60 c
double hamburger 60 c
1/3 Big Mac and a few fries 60 C
I need to eat 3 small snacks in here, It's just tough coming up with something soft enough to chew on one side of my mouth,
I managed trail mix, amazingly I was able to chew the nuts enough on my left side without chocking!
I won't be going to the gym until after the tooth is pulled, I can't imagine the pain that it could cause :(

11-12-12

pastry bar 20 c
6 donut holes
hot chocolate
It's still very hard to eat or drink, the pain is awful! Tomorrow I get to have my very first root canal. I am so tired of the pain, and feeling like I need to throw up. So not very pretty.
potatoes boxed kind
ice cream bar
tomato soup