10-31-12

cereal with milk 80 c
very small ice cream cone from McDonald's I think the smallest ever, other than those little ones you used to be able to get for a dime. I drank 10 ounces of coke because McDonald's couldn't handle poring a diet coke. I have no idea how many carbs, but my tummy really hurts :(
ground beef, tortilla, cheese, tomato soup, salsa
2 fun size peanut  m and m's

10-30-12

cookie 2 AM couldn't sleep 20 c
apple 7 AM 30 c
cereal 30 c 8 AM
slim fast shake 44 c 1 PM
apple 30 c
apple, pork chop, potatoes 60
peanuts and raisins 30 c
I went to the gym. I don't think I've lost 1 pound :( I need to buy a new scale. I think it would motivate me to know if I've been gaining or loosing any weight. There is a scale at the gym, I tried to weigh myself, but I  don't know how to do it,

10-29-12

I moved my blood sugar monitor and need to decide if I like where I put it, since I didn't check it this morning.
Cereal with a little milk 80 c
apple 30 c
ribs, potatoes, green beans and apple 60 c

10-28-12

I couldn't get enough blood on my finger this morning :(
Had 2 servings of cereal and milk, so I wouldn't need a meal until 4 - 80 c
2 tacos, egg roll, and  2 mini cookies from JIB 100 c
trail mix 30 c
I did 5 loads of laundry and took a 20 minute walk

10-27-12

blood sugar 105, glad it's lower this morning, and my stomach issues are healed, thank goodness. Celebrated that fact buy eating donuts for breakfast. OK, Rachel had friends over last night and I bought them a treat, but I did eat the healthiest ones, if that's even possible!
Dropped Sarah off at school, got gas, then donuts!
11 AM- 2 cake donuts with chocolate icing and peanuts, my favorite right now, and a cup of chocolate milk, a lot of carbs :( but oh so yummy
4 PM- chicken strip, 3 fried shrimp, tortilla chips, spinach dip 60 c
11 PM- not hungry but ate anyway cause they were left over 2 donuts 100 C

Not a very healthy day, eating wise. I should have ate some fruit instead of the last 2 donuts at least.

10-26-12

Blood sugar was 145 at 5:45 this morning the highest it has ever been in the morning, I didn't sleep well again, woke up before 4 finally got up and took a pain med, ate a cookie, I know kinda dumb since my blood sugar was already high, but since I had stomach issues yesterday and when I ate the cookie last night I didn't have any more "troubles" and I wanted something fast and those scarecrow cookies where just starring at me, I ate one. After the girls left for school I tried to sleep, didn't really work and I didn't go to the gym, because I was tired and afraid I would have "troubles" I got up at 11 and my blood sugar was 137, I didn't take my meds at 5:45, I was nervous about putting so many things in my stomach. But I ate another cookie. I know really dumb. I'm almost ready to try to take them. Then I will eat something healthy.
2 PM- cheese and broccoli soup 30 C
5:30 PM pear 15 C
9 PM trail mix- 30 c

10-25-12

I did go to the gym and did 5 loads of laundry, my stomach starting messing up this afternoon. It hurts so freaking bad.
Cereal and milk 80 c ?
grapes 30 c so maybe grapes weren't a good idea :( let alone 2 servings of them, what was I thinking?
2 crackers 10 c
2 handfuls of trail mix, I was thinking the protein in the nuts would help 30 c it did help a little, I had to get through of nearly 2 hours without my bathroom
cheddar broccoli soup, this was yummy I love my new cook books from Our Best Bites 30 c maybe less, I'm just guessing
cookies- scarecrows and plain round cookies with frosting too many, but no more stomach issues at least 100 c

10-24-12

couldn't sleep ate a pear at 2 AM
Cereal and milk 100 c
fiber plus bar 24c
crackers, cheese, ham and grapes 30 c
cookies and milk 100 c ?
meatballs 30 c
Went to the gym, and Pat and I walked around a bit up north

10-23-12

Sarah was in my bathroom so I missed checking my blood sugar.
7 AM 2 bowls of cereal with milk 100 c
1 PM slim fast shake 44 c
4 PM 2 cookies 30 c
5 PM a little pasta with HM spaghetti sauce and 2 meatballs 30 c
8 PM trail mix 30 c
234 carbs :(

I did go to the gym

10-22-12

Back to the game plan after eating and eating caramel apples and cereal all weekend :(
I did forget to take my fasting blood sugar, but I'm sure it was high, it wasn't that long ago that I ate 3 big bowls of Cinnamon Toast Crunch
7 AM fiber plus bar 24 c

10-21-12

blood sugar 125
7 am a lot of cereal and milk and a caramel apple more carbs than I should have eaten all day, it's gonna be a long day
5 PM fliet fish from McDonald's. I really wanted fries and ice cream but I controlled myself. Maybe I'll have ice cream later.
Baby and I took a 20 minute walk.
7 PM ice cream big bowl :(
11 PM not even hungry but bored and can't sleep- 3 big bowls of cereal with milk and Joseph gave me 2 little chocolate chip cookies (how can you turn down free cc cookies?) No will power :(

I don't even want to try to figure out how many carbs I ate today. The scale is broken. I'm sure even if I managed to lose any weight this week, I gained it back and more this weekend :(

10-20-12

blood sugar at 4:30 AM 95.
6 AM 2 donuts from LaMars I don't even want to think about how many carbs :(
12 PM cereal with milk 45 c
5 PM ham and swiss pie, caramel apple 60 c
8 PM caramel apple 45 c
9  PM 2 cups popcorn 30 c
I did walk around the block even though my back was killing me

10-19-12

blood sugar 126, it must be the trail mix that I have been eating as a snack in the evening, is what's causing my blood sugar to be high. Made it to the gym 5 days in a row! That's a record for me!
8:30 Life cereal with milk and grapes 45 c
12 PM 3 pieces of wheat toast with Nutella 55 c
5 PM ham and swiss pie freid zuccini with ranch dressing guessing 60 c
9 PM sun chips 28 c
about 190 c

10-18-12

Blood sugar 89. I went to the gym.
11 AM- donuts 45 c
2:30 grapes 30 c
5 PM grilled pork chop, sweet potato chips (microwaved, with little spray of oil, so amazingly good I ate too much!) 60 c
8:30 PM trail mix 30
225 c for the day

10-17-12

blood sugar was high this morning 122. Made it to the gym after bible study this morning.
 8 AM Life cereal with milk and pear 45 c
11 AM almonds 15 c
1 PM chicken sandwich and sun chips 60 c I was shaky leaving the gym, I'm suspecting my blood sugar was too low then, cause I felt much better once I ate. It was scary.
4 PM kiwi 15 c
5:30 PM ground beef, baked beans, cucumber with Italian dressing hm donuts for dessert with chocolate mile 100 c
8:30 donut 30 c

10-16-12

Forgot to check blood sugar. oops.
7 AM Life cereal with milk and a pear 45 c
11:30 slim fast shake 30 c I need to check if that's right I didn't look at the can I just thew it away
1:30 cookie 20 c
3:30 pretzels 15 c
5:30 2 apples with hm caramel dip, 1 saltine cracker, cauliflower soup (not so good, didn't eat much, that's why I had so many apples slices the dip was too good) 60 c
trail mix 30 C
200 carbs for the day

10-15-12

blood sugar 105 went to gym
9 AM - Life cereal with milk and a pear 45 c
11:30 AM 3 egg rolls with ranch dressing guessing 60 c
2:30 trail mix 15 c
6 PM potatoes grilled, 2 pork baby back ribs, ice cream 60 c
11 PM cheese stick and pretzels 15 c

195 carbs for the day

10-14-12

Blood sugar was high this morning 125
I weighed myself this morning and was depressed to see I gained 5 pounds :(
 8:30 AM Life cereal w/ milk and grapes 45 c
1 PM 6 inch flatbread sub and sun chips only ate about 1/2 the sub it wasn't so great. I'm guessing about 60 c the chips were 28
4 PM chocolate shake- I was craving a shake, this left me disappointed that I used so many carbs on something that was so awful, I need to remember do not get shakes at McDonald's 60 c
5:30 PM starving I had 2 servings of Life cereal w/ milk 45 c
8 PM grapes 15 c
11:30 PM trail mix 15 c
240 carbs for the day :(
didn't feel like walking, but I tap danced for 15 minutes

10-13-12

Blood sugar 105
10:30 AM 2 servings of Life cereal and milk 45 c
4 PM grapes 15 c
5:30 PM meatloaf, mashed potatoes, green beans, caramel apple 100 c
8:30 PM 1/2 a funnel cake guessing about 50 carbs?
I needed to eat more often today and less at dinner, skipped the funnel cake for a piece of fruit or a healther snack, Pat and I were at a band competition and he wanted to share with me, and I had no will power to say no.
I didn't go to the gym today, but I did 4 loads of laundry, walked around Spouts and walked to the farthest entrance to the stands at the competition, I knew I wouldn't take a walk when I got home.

10-12-12

blood sugar this morning was 94 at 6 AM, even though I didn't eat until 11 AM I didn't recheck it, I'm sure it went lower, but because I felt the need to sleep this morning I didn't get up to eat. Went to the gym.
11 AM 2 servings of Life cereal with milk 45
2:30 PM 2 pieces of toast with Nutella 45
5:30 PM baked taplica,  brown rice, soy beans 30 carbs
8 PM trail mix 30 carbs
10 PM cinnamon bread and chocolate milk 45 carbs

200 carbs for the day